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Too Much Too Many
Witnessing a loved one’s time being robbed
And stripped from their prime
Is a curse I have endured for too long,
A weight I have carried one too many times
Where thus far,
I am of the youngest siblings still alive,
While this occurrence
Continues to slip by
Yet, without anyone’s notice
One too many times;
But then again
Even one is too many.
Recollections of such events
Stay up with me sunrise to sunset;
While the little sleeps that I do get,
Dreams of loss and death;
Thus, never am I allowed to forget
Of this nightly dread.
Perchance, once I am rid
Of all my regrets
I will be permitted again
To join the land
Of the living and
Leave the thoughts of the dead.
Only those that share this experience
Can I speak to,
And only those
Who can relate to
Such frequencies
Will appreciate and concur
With the feelings that transpire
Through the living
Because they are the ones left to pick up the pieces
When a loved one leaves us.
How one leaves us is not important.
The remorse will take on a life of its own.
And the grief stages; well, there is no norm.
This is not an illness awaiting a cure.
So for the people who wish to exonerate
Themselves from these toxic thoughts
It is difficult if they do not how
To handle the grief, stay on top
When the news of a loved one’s passing
Has just been reached.
Some of us are weak,
Some are tired,
Some of us are strong,
While others are wired
Probably because
They have others to look after;
Yet all reactions belong.
In such cases where
The torn of a loved one has departed
Or gone in some other way,
The question of today
Becomes how they will be able to mourn
And will prayer do any good?
I, myself, after seeing
Too many deaths, and
Having too many people
Lean on me,
Have grown tired and weary
Of these
Responsibilities, that no longer
Can I take them on.
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